A Simple Gift

by John B. Ferguson

~Chapter Thirty~Five~

"You're what? I'm a sick woman, Josh. Here I am, in a hospital bed. A broken hip. Nearly died on that floor, lying there all alone. The ambulance driver nearly did me in on the way to the hospital, driving like a maniac. That's why he's only allowed to pick up the worst of the wounded. So they won't notice how badly he drives, and it won't make any difference if he kills them. Where was I? Oh, yes. Here I am, at death's door, my hip smashed into smithereens, my whole life in an uproar, and you come to make it worse."

"Your hip's not broken." Josh had come to the hospital to visit Miss Ingersoll and to cheer her up. He hadn't expected to get into a fight.

"Never mind that. The point is, that you have an opportunity that could make your whole life wonderful. You could become something, be something important, not just a small town hack changing oil filters."

"I kinda thought that even if I did go to Detroit, I'd come back here and change oil filters. Somebody's got to keep your car running."

"Don't be a fool. Gus will change my oil filter as long as I'm alive. And you might come back here. Wouldn't that be something to see. We'd probably have a parade for you, set you up in a fancy convertible, with Gus driving and me sitting next to you. But you'd be something. You could make a difference in this town."

"I might make a difference if I stayed, don't you think?" Josh hadn't expected to be on the defensive.

"Oh, of course you could." She relaxed and smiled. "But you know, Josh, none of us get many chances in life. And special chances like this one come along once in a blue moon. You've got to grab it."

"Blue moons come around all the time. A couple of times a year, I've heard. But friends like you, and Gus, and Cindy. Oh, even Ms. Parsons and that lunkhead Fred. Friends like you come only once in a lifetime."

"Maybe so, smart boy. Maybe so. But if that's true, then how come you suddenly have so many friends? Could it be you that found us? And could there be just as many friends for you to find, no matter where you are? Even in Detroit?" She wasn't going to make this easy.

"I don't know anything about Detroit. I was scared enough climbing on that plane—have you ever been on a plane, Miss Ingersoll?"

"Flying is one of my passions, Josh. I try to fly to some new and exotic land every year. And I plan to do it this year, if my hip will let me."

"Okay, so the plane scared me, `cause I'm not used to it. And Detroit. That's a city. I don't know how I'd live there."

"Cities are dangerous places for country hicks." She tipped her head.

"Huh?"

"Your cab driver, for example. Did he rob you and dump you in an alley?"

"No. No, of course not. He was a nice guy. But it's different out there." How did she do this? Back him into a corner, all the time? But he kept coming back. Weird.

"And at that school? Was that class different?"

"Knock it off. I get your point. It's not a big deal."

"Was Kristen scary? There's a thought."

"Look. Enough, already. It doesn't make any difference. Detroit is people, just like Exeter. No big deal." He could feel himself panicking again. How come everything was a panic situation these days? Josh stood up and walked to the window.

"It seems to me, dear, that you end up staring out the window a lot these days. What are you looking for? Something far away? Something that's not here? Or am I reading too much into your actions? Oh, my." She settled back onto her pillow.

"Hey, are you okay? Shall I get a nurse? What's the matter?"

"Oh, nothing's the matter. I'm just a little tired. You could ask the nurse to bring me some juice on your way out. That's a dear."

This woman was not subtle. Josh was amazed at how quickly she had dismissed him, before he could ask her everything he wanted to know. But then it hit him. She had made her point, argued for a bigger and better life in Detroit. He had been staring out of windows a lot lately. He thought he was looking into his mind when he spaced out like that. She thought he was looking over the horizon, looking for something. Detroit?

She was quite a woman. More to the point than Cindy or his mother. But then he added another part of the equation. He was missing something. Miss Ingersoll needed him. Detroit may be wonderful, and an awfully good answer, but Miss Ingersoll was in the hospital for the second time in a month. The thing she had left out of her argument was that she needed him. It might be wonderful to go off and accomplish great things in a distant land, but meanwhile, life in Exeter would be spinning along without him, and it might spin out of control.

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